We’re now based in Hamtramck, right in the middle of Detroit. It’s a melting pot — gritty, beautiful, full of artists, and also full of bars. At one point, more bars per capita than anywhere else in the world. So yeah, addiction runs deep here. But so does music. This is where Motown started. This is where the White Stripes played their third-ever show. So we figured, why not use music and art as a bridge to recovery?
The name Passenger came from a few places. We were literally getting people rides to support groups, so there’s the obvious meaning. But also, it was about learning to be along for the ride, instead of trying to control everything. That was a huge thing for me in recovery — letting go of control. I had tried to stranglehold my whole life, and by the time I got help, everything was falling apart. The name was also a nod to Southeast Michigan music — there's a song called ‘The Passenger’ I’ve always loved.
Going to support groups changed my life. I remember walking in, even though I had all these consequences breathing down my neck, still thinking, ‘Well, I’m different. I’m not like these people.’ But I kept showing up. And over time, it became impossible to ignore that we had things in common. I’d been focusing so much on the differences that I missed the point — these were just people, like me, trying to get better. And they were willing to help.
But I always felt like — okay, so we talk for an hour and then we all go home. And I’d think, why can’t we build something more permanent? Like a real community. And for us, music and art became that glue. That’s our language. That’s what makes it feel like you’re not just surviving — you’re creating again.
Now we’ve got murals on the walls — De La Soul, Phil Lynott from Thin Lizzy. We’ve got books about Nina Simone and John Coltrane on the shelves. The idea is: you walk in, and it doesn’t feel like a recovery center. It feels like somewhere you’d want to be. And maybe you’re not ready to talk yet, but you see a record on the wall, or a painting, and that starts a conversation. That’s where it begins. That’s how we lower the barriers.
I remember reading something Andrew WK wrote — a guy had written to him saying, ‘I don’t believe in a higher power, what should I do?’ And Andrew said, ‘Make music your higher power.’ That hit me hard. Because I’ve felt that too. I’ve been in a room with thousands of people, no one talking, but completely connected by sound. That feeling when the hair stands up on your neck — that’s real. That’s a natural high. The same thing people chase in a bottle or a baggie — you can get it through music, together, alive.
For a long time, I used drugs and alcohol to isolate. And I also weaponized music — I mean, I was angry, I listened to Joy Division, Suzie and the Banshees, wore black, everything about me said ‘don’t talk to me.’ But now, I let music connect me.
I let it hold me. It brings people together.
It brought me back.».
As part of our documentary,
The Healing Soundtrack: Unplugged Minds by OTO Originals, we’re exploring the ways music affects the mind — emotionally, socially, neurologically. How it helps — or hurts. How it becomes an anchor, or a trigger. We’re speaking with musicians, neuroscientists, and cultural researchers — from personal stories to hard science.
Christopher’s full story will be featured in the film. But we’re sharing his words now — because they’re needed now, not later. This is the kind of honesty we want to begin with. A conversation about what begins after the show ends.
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If you're a musician or part of the touring crew and you're struggling — you don't have to go through it alone.Passenger offers free support groups, creative programs, and a real sense of community for anyone on the road to recovery.
Learn more or reach out at passengerrecovery.com